Losing my memory, or my mind? Forgot many words, knowing that I knew them before... In Russian, I didn't use the language much, but in English? I thought that after the stroke I will be getting better. No, the age is working against me.
No new places [ filmplus.org/anatoly ] could help. Why struggle?
Go directing only?
I am ready to give up. Not yet.
What do I hope for?
I do not know.
ANT or A.