Losing my memory, or my mind? Forgot many words, knowing that I knew them before... In Russian, I didn't use the language much, but in English? I thought that after the stroke I will be getting better. No, the age is working against me.
No new places [ filmplus.org/anatoly ] could help. Why struggle?
Go directing only?
Paint again?
I am ready to give up. Not yet.
What do I hope for?
I do not know.
ANT or A.
Showing posts with label diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label diary. Show all posts
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Bad day. Tired. Day when you wake up tired. And -- for hours you cannot shake it off.
Comes without warning.
Writing Caligari SHOW. "Writing a show"?
The biggest question is WHY -- why Caligari?
Besides the formal (artistic) challenges... "Comedy about Horror" -- but how does it speak about the New Dark Ages, when "War on Terror" is possible?
Something like the Cold War before it, war of signs and nerves. Postmodern war...
As in primitive times: fighting evil, demons, devils.
How depressing is the big picture!
Where is the place for neo-modernism?
Only in ONE's mind, soul?
Is it possible, when the billions are living in some kind of Chinese world? The world of no individual.
No cosmism, no Theology of Technology, nothing helps on such a day!
Write?
Write without a thought about readers... I do it for so long.
Here is Caligari for you, anatolant!
Comes without warning.
Writing Caligari SHOW. "Writing a show"?
The biggest question is WHY -- why Caligari?
Besides the formal (artistic) challenges... "Comedy about Horror" -- but how does it speak about the New Dark Ages, when "War on Terror" is possible?
Something like the Cold War before it, war of signs and nerves. Postmodern war...
As in primitive times: fighting evil, demons, devils.
How depressing is the big picture!
Where is the place for neo-modernism?
Only in ONE's mind, soul?
Is it possible, when the billions are living in some kind of Chinese world? The world of no individual.
No cosmism, no Theology of Technology, nothing helps on such a day!
Write?
Write without a thought about readers... I do it for so long.
Here is Caligari for you, anatolant!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Half and Half : last minute thoughts : hours before 2009
30 X 30 [ my years in USSR and USA ] -- now, third life (African)? [pix]
filmplus.org/ethio -- Ethiopia, Fall 2009
... trying to write diary.vtheatre.net [2008.12]
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| From 2008 |
30 X 30 [ my years in USSR and USA ] -- now, third life (African)? [pix]
filmplus.org/ethio -- Ethiopia, Fall 2009
... trying to write diary.vtheatre.net [2008.12]
Monday, June 23, 2008
"Russian Summer" and Russian Pages -- vtheatre.net/ru [new] for write.vtheatre.net & plays.vtheatre.net [ diary.vtheatre.net ]
"Notebooks of a Reader" -- anatolant.livejournal.com
2008 and After -- newrussian.org
In Russian [ windows] -- en. pages?
[en/ru]
picasa RU albums
anatoly.ru ?
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Aksenov, stroke in Moscow Old "diary" -- http://filmplus.org/adiary/2007.html
In Russian -- http://diary.vtheatre.net/0.html
2008 updates, two days before semester starts.
antoly.org
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
"Waiting for Summer" :
filmplus.org/adiary -- A(natoly) Diary, started in 2000, droped in 2004...
diary.vtheatre.net [ru] -- Last year's attempt ("after-stroke diary").
... and blogs?
Well?
...
filmplus.org/adiary -- A(natoly) Diary, started in 2000, droped in 2004...
diary.vtheatre.net [ru] -- Last year's attempt ("after-stroke diary").
... and blogs?
Well?
...
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