Losing my memory, or my mind? Forgot many words, knowing that I knew them before... In Russian, I didn't use the language much, but in English? I thought that after the stroke I will be getting better. No, the age is working against me.
No new places [ filmplus.org/anatoly ] could help. Why struggle?
Go directing only?
Paint again?
I am ready to give up. Not yet.
What do I hope for?
I do not know.
ANT or A.

http://issuu.com/anatolant
-- as docs.google.com ?

http://him.filmplus.org/teatr.us
scripts for Janhoy (radio-drama)
HIM (Trinity)
here and at http://anatolant.spaces.live.com

War, again. Not Chechnya, but New Afghanistan. This time under name -- Georgia.

diary.vtheatre.net/2008 [ru]
filmplus.org/adiary/2008 [en]

"2008" knots/fists
... Is it u21.us project already? [Utopia Project]

NB: to come back to this post to update!

Silly me : I thought that my webmater's job could be completed by the end of May. The major updates at least. [ http://vtheatre.blogspot.com ]
No, I discovered many forgotten pages and directories (video.vtheatre.net, for example).
Never mind, writing.
I do not know what to write about the meaning of my webbing -- in old directory biz.vtheatre.net : about social essense of www. To connect with http://filmplus.org/politics and http://tech.vtheatre.net/2008.html [ I hope I made this "2008" page -- "writing year" vs. web-year (2007) ].
Designated http://calendar.yahoo.com/anatolant for webmaster only, and MS calendar for "writer"? Not sure that it could help me.
I try get back to writing through diaries : diary.vtheatre.net [ru] and filmplus.org/adiary [en] ...
Maybe writing in Russian is the answer.
...

How depressing: in order to work on Kino-Book I have to work on http://pov.vtheatre.net ... and write notes for myself in http://diary.vtheatre.net/2008.html -- and so on!

As a result -- thoughts are disperssed and hyper-text kills text (narrative)?

I thought that writing in Russian would help (different style) and my nonfiction projects at vtheatre.net could be not just mirror sites [ POV, Tech, Father-Russian, Without America ].

Post-America ("American Book") is better under the title "After America"?
web.filmplus.org -- to write about web-tasks in 2008 (and after)... "business of web" = web.vtheatre.net [ almost is social activism? ] & biz.vtheatre.net !

I want to keep my online existence and not to give it up, if I want to write book-style texts...

Does this "post" belong to vtheatre.blogspot.com ?

Is Anatoly XXI different from Anatoly XX?





Yes, A-XXI is virtual. [ see Webman's Diary ]



http://anatoly.org
the image is for my wrting (project) "Winter Fool" [ru] -- http://fool.vtheatre.net and http://filmplus.org/rus (AmericKan).

Two unfinished books : http://russia.vtheatre.net + http://american.vtheatre.net (Engl. of sorts) -- all is for Utopia Project (web-show)...