Remembering Self

http://write.vtheatre.net/museum/4.html

I know I'm wrong.

I know I'm right.

 She is my wife, this woman in white.

She crosses the street,

She walks away,

She is on her own...

Look at me! Hey!

I must be dreaming, I must be mad -

This woman is leaving! Please, wait! ...



I'm trembling, not yet, please, not yet...

I know this city, I know this street,

This corner, this woman, This tree...

It is me... at the corner, old tree...



It's cold, she is gone, I am done...

My leaves... getting dry, getting grey

My heart... Down Falling... Too late.

I lost. I am here. Silently brave...

 A tree is a tree.

Like a stellar above my own grave.



It was written many years ago. At the times when I believe that it possible for me to write a book, fiction, it was before I became webmaster.

No, I don't remember it. I simply know that it was me.

No, not me, somebody else.

...

Writing?
* from webmaster2.0 http://web.vtheatre.net/faq.html
I don not use "webpages about webpages" directorieies : NTL, before my summer is over, I went back to web.filmplus.org (webmaster1.0) -- to mark (summary) of my WEB2.0 move.

Anatoly-Web (before 2007), webmaster1.0 -- mostly about technical aspects of webbing.
Webmaster2.0 -- philosophy. (At least, it was started this way -- "Beyond Stage", "enotes" and etc.)
"Webman's Diary" (Dostoevsky) is an outdated concept. And I won't get use to blogging...

MY Webpages are the workplace for me. I work on...

"Private in Public" (Stanislavsky about nature of theatre) : that's my method.

*** Important:
how to arrange my workshop for making CD?

[ using the (new) Apple notebook? ] The big issue = STYLE.

webman's diary

* WRITE notebook (google) -- trying to be smart. [ use Reader/Shared Items code to embed into webpages! ]

Notebook (or even scrapbook) style : filmplus.org/write/2007

rework pages -- write.vtheatre.net ... write2.0 ?

Read/Write concept

"2007" + "new" + "notes" in every directory to update! -- "Stared Items"?

Start with "0" pages!

"techo-writer" [ anatolant ]

... MyBlogLog.com -- new, including "add co-author" function?! "Community members"...

Man can't learn to think without men, but looks like now one cannot even write alone.

Am I writing? I am typing.
I am "making" pages! "Pagemaker" -- great!
Page-Master, what can I hope for? Texts, not stories. Never mind, novels.
Book?
Never.
You do not read books, Anatoly.
Anatoly XXI scans books...

It would be nice to write three lines of poetry...

2007 - logos: Ethiopian Millennium Utopia Project

logos

2006

vtheatre

film-north

shows

script

film

Best Average

Paradox?

Next summer -- it would be late to write about elections. Even in USA. Never mind, Russia.
So, filmplus.org/politics 2007 [Personal Politics] is a part of the Ethiopian Millennium Year Project?

Well, "democracy" is elections of the best from the average.

The best, which is not "different"! "Russia After Putin" and "America After Bush" -- ?
Changes? What changes?

* Point #2.

Technology is Politics

"Leaders"? Who needs them anymore?
The Average (Man) has to go through changes dictated by IT, web and the rest of yahoo googles -- "Life-long-learning" and "Self-educations" is for all, not for De Vinci only.

"Average Genius" -- another paradox?

Well, I rest my case.

Social Anatoly (anatoly.org) or anatolant (?) will be working on Utopia Project in stages :
* semiotics of politics
* Winter and Summer Fools (engl. editions?)
* Visual PoMo

[ using picasA ]



-- all R/g are Dead related [ Spring 2008 Theatre UAF show I direct ]

*** of course, this notes [directory] is webmaster's diary blog.

From Book of Fool,us

Updating American Book http://filmplus.org/amer/0.html

I was writing "Post-AmeriKa" ... and now I want to defend her. I am a muture American, this Fall I will be 27 (I defected in 1980).

I do not hear voices of non-Americans who can see beyond the news from Iraq.

Maybe, in http://american.vtheatre.net/ "America 2.0"
or perhaps, in "Winter Fool" [ru] ...

Only if the summer won't be gone doing webpages.

I am still writing one book "Self".

Youtube Time! What writing? Why write, why even speak, when you can show? ...
And what about the invisible, about my soul?
... well, film art. Like music, no thoughts, just feeling... like saying "you know what I mean".

web-writer, I script "pages" (screenplay), points -- you write, you finish, you are the USER!
Sounds as if I am writing an instruction how to put together a bookshelf from the box.
Ten years ago I was thinking about it, and I was thinking that it's not about me, about "them"...
... Why pretend?
Book of Job -- who wrote it? Happy End -- for readers.
Why bother, Job? Give it up, man!
Yahoo -- oh, I'm used to the name by now. "Google"? "Google you, youtube!"
Give up, anatolant.
I thought you are dead.
...

"Tale of Two Classes" -- Film & Movies and Dramlit (Fall'07): filmplus.org/600 + script.vtheatre.net/themes

Youtube Individual, Yahoo Nations and Googling Generation -- watchers, lookers, spectators of my "pages"...

Never mind readers, they even do not see it!

They have no thoughts... because they have the same two or 2.5 emotions.

It's time to pass "Humanity" to computers...

anatoly.org = anatolant

My BLOGS : three weeks I am updating webpages, as if I'm afraid to write..
http://anatoly.org

webhumans * I am a human. (Anti-Spam measure) (required) [NB]

Really?

filmplus.org/ethio new blog for Ethiopian Millennium [ Anatoly-Ethio ]

web2.0 continued...

new images for http://pomo.vtheatre.net/stoppard.html -- R/G are dead

web-shows ?

 
R/G are Dead -- Spring 2008

Theatre UAF = www.uaf.edu

shows.vtheatre.net/stoppard

http://pomo.vtheatre.net

playscript

script.vtheatre.net/stoppard

Stoppard Page Theatre Theory

rg08 -- album @ http://picasaweb.google.com/anatoly.antohin [ images ]

...

sounds -- ?

"Waiting for Summer" :

filmplus.org/adiary -- A(natoly) Diary, started in 2000, droped in 2004...

diary.vtheatre.net [ru] -- Last year's attempt ("after-stroke diary").

... and blogs?

Well?

...

Maybe, this post belongs to Webman's Diary : trying to update my teaching, service, research pages -- Anatoly Academics ("3rd year review" by UAF).

http://filmplus.org/uaf

workload for 2007-2008

Theatre UAF 50 proposal

Mon. Dept. Meeting -- that much for writing!

360.yahoo.com/anatolant

* Chaplin, film, comedy, acting... How to make "videos" fast?

Fellini pages, Tarkovsky, Bergman, Kurosawa -- for Film & Movies (class)

 
Tarkovsky 75 (4.4.07)

tarkovsky.ru (in Russian)

Maybe, not "Film as Philosophy", but "Philosophy as Film"?

Never had time to connect POV and Film600 -- when?

picasaweb.google.com/anatoly.antohin/tarkovsky [ images ]

Mirror (web-show) or Bergman?

Another take on "Self" (nonfiction)?

How is it relevant to "Russian Pages"?

Summer07?

Strindberg Lessons for Actor : Miss Julie - http://filmplus.org/plays/ms-julie.html

Acting2 class - part 3. Stage

Symbolism (Stage Directions)

Preface by the writer : script.vtheatre.net/doc/julie

PoMo and Strindberg

Strindberg and us (U.S.)

vtheatre blog ?

google.com/group/acting2 (post)

...

stoppard -- R/G are Dead

http://filmplus.org/plays/R-G.html

2007 Fall Theatre UAF

[ Utopia Project still? ]

Postmodern -- what I didn't get from Oleanna...

to use theatre4.googlepages.com ?

pomo.google.pages.com ...

picasaweb.google.com/anatoly.antohin/pomo

AA

Is Anatoly XXI different from Anatoly XX?





Yes, A-XXI is virtual. [ see Webman's Diary ]



http://anatoly.org
the image is for my wrting (project) "Winter Fool" [ru] -- http://fool.vtheatre.net and http://filmplus.org/rus (AmericKan).

Two unfinished books : http://russia.vtheatre.net + http://american.vtheatre.net (Engl. of sorts) -- all is for Utopia Project (web-show)...